In REALITY - not in my dreams or fantasies.Īfter that incident, and brilliant recovery over shock by the hosts, the awards continued on as usual. We both seemed totally oblivious to what was going on around us, and when we looked around at the thousands of people, all staring back at us, I realised what had actually just taken place. No, billions! I was surprised at first, but then I started to kiss back. Yes, it was at the Golden Globes in front of millions. If you had told me, say about four years ago, that Ryan Reynolds, himself, would kiss me, at the Golden Globe Awards, in front of, not only a packed auditorium, but on live TV, with practically the whole world watching, I would have laughed in your face, and ask you why on earth I would want to know that, and say that I was definitely NOT gay.Īnyway, Ryan Reynolds, himself, did in fact kiss me. But no one could have ever prepared me for what happened at the Golden Globe Awards, only a few days ago. I had told myself, over and over again, perhaps millions of times, that that day may never come. I hoped that, somehow, he would return the feelings that I felt for him. As time went on, my innocent little crush on him grew and grew until it was far more than just a lame high school crush.
Ever since I first saw him I knew I just needed to know him - and if that meant I could only be his friend and nothing more, then so be it. I had had a crush on Ryan Reynolds for the longest time imaginable.